B. C. Straight

Who dictakes your emotions? God or ppls?
“Do you drive your passion or does your passion drive you?”

Oh! God, please guard my heart:

My heart is dirty and filthy (Jer. 17). So, here’s the plan–

My heart is a castle, there is a huge piece of land that is filled with landmines before that heart could be reached. Only spies live in that land for they are the only one that know their way around.

My heart is a castle, there is a huge moat filled with alligators, sharks, snakes, electric ells, and whatever else that is most dangerous.

My heart, the only way to get to it is with a small bridge that must be lower to for access. That bridge is made of one single but many climbing ropes that is slippery, only the right woman (if God made any for me) can have such a great skill to walk on it without falling into the moat.

My heart, even if one is made in, the road is not finished; rather, there is a stainless steel bullet proof fence, that will reflect any attack right back at the attackers. On the fence, there are machine guns, AK-47, arrows, access to countless of explosive, and whatever else that only seeks to kill. On the fence also hangs all the saints’ shields, where history of battles and kills took place.

My heart, if that fence fail and the moat is conquered, there is also the LAST VICROTY, Jesus Christ’s red, hot blood that kills all.

My heart, my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ will not fail you. but this does not mean that you sit around wait for attacks. No, oh my hear, you must be exercising with all your might to strengthen up and Last of all be an active guard that guards yourself, so that you will not fall into self-deception. Even you will lie to yourself. So, don’t trust your own heart. Trust Jesus!

My heart, I love you, but please, I beg  you, don’t let my love to love you more than the Love of Jesus Christ because my love sucks. He loves you so much. In fact, when He made you even after He saw that you were infected, He still let you live, and come up with a plan to kill Himself so that He could love you, make you one with Him. The word LOVE sums up the whole entire Bible [at this point of my life, I tihnk so]. Read that love book and live by it.

My heart, do not wait until tomorrow to practice, my command to you; rather, do it now. Because I might betray you, therefore be aware of betrayer.

here is what i dreamed last night, but i’m not sure how it will relate to what i’m going through..i’ve decided not to go into details:

with tears, “you know..”