hoW I tAKE it
Its amazing how well I could igore God with my everyday routine. Ahh! I just wish that people have the time to truly see me. I just..ah!!!!!!!!!! I’m so sinful!
I do not even know what to say..sigh………….
God made me to take dominion of the earth and do all that Adam did, but I seem to be caught more and more in what the world say I should do. Where is the “be IN the world, but not OF the world” in my life?
Please God! I want to be close to you. I do not want to be me, I want you to be me.
Have to admitt that I ran into this concept while camping last weekend. It was so free to be up where there is no one else around besides the people that I was with.
God definitely opened my eyes..For some reason, I felt where I was standing was more pure that where I live my daily life. The evil and wickedness is found in me. I felt like I unpure the mountains and lakes that I was at. It was a trip that I needed before heading into college this Fall. I was just grateful for the fact that I could run and run and run none stop instead of sitting on my labtop and telling people that I’ve been working out.
God, what is it that you want me to say about the trip? I do not know how to term it..please!!!!!!!!!
I learned that I have been turning my wants into desires, desires to hobits, and hobits into nessesacity. I feel like I’m falling away from my path.
This can not happen, God, please..
People only see the honeymoon side of me, but not my closet of skillatons..How do I change this?
And then, it the midst of all this, good bye is not easy!! I think I finally know why God had me go to so many different places: so that He could teach them my story. Some of you might remember that I was trying to capture my life into a book, but I had to put a stop to it because all that I seem to have or recall is snap shots, pieces and bits..and at the same time, there were other things too..
I have a lot to say, but I do not know how to convey it.
